Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Final Reflection Post

1. We wrote an 'I am' post, a 'Memorable Passage' and we wrote an artist profile which I did about Oscar Claude Monet. During Halloweenn we wrote a post and I called mine 'Coming After You'. We had to write a piece about books for little kids and I took it upon myself to write a new story for 'Jip & Janneke', two preschoolers from The Netherlands.

2. I really liked Trevor's story about a yellow submarine, also the song 'Little Cabin in the Woods' that he transformed for the week about kids books made me laugh. I enjoyed Nick's post 'Matt the Legend', I thought that was pretty cool and definitely made me want to read more.

3. I already had a personal blog, one that I did not keep up with as well, but I already knew how it this website worked so that helped me a lot. The name for my blog is not that complicated, I wanted to keep it simple and straight forward because the posts on it might not be always like that. I know family and friends have read the blog but I would want people who are into writing as a job to read it so that they could tell me if I should continue it. I am not sure if I would still use this blog later on, I would link it to my personal blog so that more people could read it.

4. The things in my journal are purely things that we had to write in class. I don't do very well with the hand writing, it takes a very long time and usually it drives me nuts so I prefer typing where I can delete and change and write more with just the push of a button. I don't think anyone would want to read it because it literally is not good, I just make up stuff as I go and don't put as much effort in as I do with the online blog.

5. A memorable book: Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
- It's about a teenage girl falling in love with a vampire
- The first time I read it was in 2009 when I was thirteen.
- I was obsessed with the entire series. It was the first time that I spent night after night stay up to read.
- Pretty much the entire female and gay population of the world was just as into the books as I was, at the time.
- It's fantasy with a lot of dialogue.

6. Coming After You

Blood dripping down his face, falling down to the ground as he stood there. Staring at me. Red drops came streaming from the corners of his mouth. Fresh blood showing he had set his teeth in a living something. Something that might soon be dead.

He turned his head to the side, giving me an examination before taking one step forward. With his hands behind his back he looked at me intensely. I saw his empty eyes going from my neck to my side down to the floor. The grin appearing on the bottom half of his face changed his look. He did not only look dangerous, he looked like a disgusting creature. Except for the few drops of blood that landed on his ripped shirt, his hair looked like it hadn’t been washed in weeks and the stench that came from his presence was like death. He was enjoying this. The anticipation felt good to him.

‘Don’t! Don’t! Don’t!’Screaming from the corner of the room I had scrammed myself into, I was trying to get him to stop. Begging him to stop as I had been since the first minute I saw him. He took another step forward, coming closer and closer to me. Not giving me any space to move. I was stuck and he was pleased with himself. It was obvious in his eyes, now so bright it was almost like they were glowing.

An excruciating pain shot through my body and I went flying across the room. His hands had grabbed the back of my head and with ease he had thrown me against the wall on the opposite side of the huge room. My head hit the concrete wall and it created a bloodstain the shape of a cloud. More blood came rushing from my veins. If I had the time, I would be wondering about how much blood was lost by now. Liters, probably a third if not half of all my blood I had already lost to him. I was scared for my life and was not sure how much longer I could go without any help.

‘Stop running. You are not going anywhere.’ His voice was scary with an accent so thick I could barely understand what he was saying. ‘Just give up. We both know you cannot out run me.’

I don’t know how I had gotten myself in this situation but it would not be long before my body would shut down. After running for such a long time from something so strong it was bound to give up.

My head felt as if it was bleeding like a waterfall. My thigh, where he had ripped me open before, did not stop pounding underneath my weakening grip. Not willing to give up, my mind pushed a bit more. I did not have any strength to stand up or move in any kind of way. Because of that, talking was my only option. ‘You don’t want to kill me. This is not what you want to be known for.’

He stopped in his path and clicked with his tongue before turning his head again. ‘See and this is where you are wrong. I do, very much so.’ It was like he smiled for a second but then the evil grin was back on his face. ‘I take it you haven’t seen the posters across town?’ I didn’t know what to say so I kept quiet, hoping he would go on and explain it to me himself. ‘O? You didn’t, did you? That is amazing. Teenagers are so oblivious to their surrounds…’

I tried to swallow my fear but my throat was too dry. Breathing was becoming harder. I wanted him to let me go. I didn’t know what I did, it seemed to be a mistake and now I had him coming after me. ‘What are you talking about? I didn’t do anything wrong to you.’ My eyes were filled with tears as I felt his hand go up my arm and rest on my shoulder. I started shaking heavily and within seconds I was trying to calm myself back down. I felt him rubbing the skin of my neck with his thumb. Knowing what was going to happen I forced myself not to think about it.

‘On those posters are missing people. People that I have killed. Soon enough your face will be on one of those posters. You will be just another one of them.’
7. I enjoy writing in general, whether that is for a school essay or for creative writing. The writing that I struggle with is journalism writing, it seems like I can't put any of the facts together without making it into a 'pretty story'. I have several pieces of creative writing that I am proud of but, I don't think they are good enough.
8. Writing is not for everybody but if you enjoy it, why not do it?
9. - Allison, I am going to miss seeing your face every morning when I walk into class. I think that you made me laugh a lot this past semester and I am going to miss telling you about all of my problems. Thank you for having fun with me!
- Shay, I don't think I have ever heard anyone say the word pizza as much as you do. Thanks.... you made me hungry.
- Trevor, you made me laugh every single day. Apparently people think you are nice despite you being a nerd, I am definitely one of them.
- Teyondra, are you proud of me for spelling your name right? It's right, right? Thank you for being the quite one at the table. I don't think Trevor would have made it through the semester without you :)

Good Intentions

 
 
 
This year:
I will be happy
I will let go of trying to change
& embrace who I am.
I will honor my values
and love my family.
I will stand up & share
my opinion with the world!

Blue Dress-Inspired

She may have been lying...

I know it is not nice to say but it is pure honesty. Something she could learn from. She calls me rude and maybe it is but I don’t care. I don’t want anyone to ever think that we are alike. We’re not. I am honest (and rude) while she pretends to be some sort of nice person, calls everybody beautiful or gorgeous and everything looks good on everybody. She is lying. Sure everyone is beautiful to someone but not everybody is beautiful to you being the one person that you are. If someone is wearing something that makes them look hideous you don’t go ahead and tell them they look good. You tell them it does not look good and then advice them to do something else. If you don’t, you are lying. It doesn’t matter who it is or how old they are. Always tell them how it is. When they look back later and realize how stupid they actually looked, they will remember you telling them they looked beautiful when they obviously didn’t. They will remember how you told them time and time again they looked good; they will start to doubt you. Were you ever honest at all? When did they actually look good, if they did at any point?
I get that people might think I am rude by saying this. Everyone has their own taste and all but if your face looks like a canvas painting because your makeup makes you look like a deformed Barbie doll then nobody will argue with that. So don’t tell someone with a canvas painting-like face they look good. You are lying and you know it. That is not a case of difference in taste. That is case of ‘one of the two is just as stupid as the deformed Barbie doll’.


Remind yourself, there is a difference between looking beautiful and being beautiful. Chose your words wisely. I am saying you should not tell everyone they look beautiful.


Like I said, everyone is beautiful to someone. That is true. Actually, in your life you will be truly beautiful to tens of people. Maybe even more than hundred, thinking you won’t end up being a polished public figure.

About a Boy Film Prompts

What is the point to your life?

To be fair, I am not completely sure. I guess for now it is just: get through it.
When I think of the future, life seems so long! You always hear that life is over before you know it and I kind of hope that is true because it just seems to take forever.

I don't know for a 100% what I am going to do in college but for now it is Media and Entertainment Management at home, in The Hague. So that decision gives me another four years of know what to do. After that I have to get a job but what that will be? No clue.

Then there is the living situation. How are you going to afford all of that? It is flipping expensive.

Of course, then you have to do what makes you happy. But what makes me happy? Horses make me happy, going on holiday makes me happy, shopping makes me happy most of the time, speaking English, being in the sun... But then again: how am I ever going to afford that?

If...

- If you were to name the best 'I told you so' you ever got to deliver, what was it?
Telling Hope Burnette to forget about Taylor, we stopped talking because of it and then a few weeks ago she apologized for getting mad at me and said I was totally right about him.

- If you were to pick the one thing that always makes you smile, what would it be?
British accents

- If you had two new baby sons, what would you name them?
Noah and Aiden

- If you had to name the one thing that really makes your day, what would it be?
Talking to, or texting someone throughout the entire day
Friends taking you exactly how you are
- If you had to name the one thing that cna most readily ruin your day, what would it be?
That person not texting back

- If you had to name the single most important thing in your life, what would it be?
My ipod and my teddy bear, no way I can choose

- If you had to name the single most important duty of a parent, what would you say it is?
Teaching their kids to be respectful

- If you were to identify the most important quality in a friend, what would you say it is?
Taking you exactly the way you are

- If you could have had more time together with someone you know, who would you want it to be?
My uncle

- If you had to name the most difficult thing about being a teenager today, what woulf you say?
Society you feel like you have to be, act or look a certain way

- If you could change one thing about your love life, what would it be?
Having one?

- If you could go back to one place in your life, where would you go?
Orlando, Florida

- If you had to be addicted to one thing, what would it be?
Working out
 

Twelve/Two

Two lines of my twelve most listened to songs on my phone:

5 Seconds of Summer
- Let's dance a style, let's dance for a while. Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies. - Forever Youg, One Direction

- From the moment I met you everything changed. I knew I had to get you whatever the pain. - Stand Up, One Direction

- You call me up, it's like a broken record. Saying that your heart hurts, that you'll never get over him
getting over you. - Heartbreak Girl, 5 Seconds of Summer

- So tell me girl if everytime we touch. You get this kinda rush. - Kiss You, One Direction

- We're waiting so long, I'm suffocating. Oh why are, we're waiting so long, I'm suffocating. - What About Us, The Saturdays

- And it's dark in the cold december but i've got you to keep me warm. If you're broken heart wont mend, yeah and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now. - Lego House, Ed Sheeran

- Remember all the things that you and I did first? And now you're doing them with her. - Want U Back, Cher Lloyd

One Direction
- There's nothing left, I used to cry. My conversation has run dry. - Torn, One Direction

- You're just a little bit out of my limit. It's been two years now you haven't even seen the best of me. - Out of My Limit, 5 Seconds of Summer
- Everyone's telling me, I'm just to blind to see. How you messed me up I'm better off now. - Heart Attack, One Direction

- Lying on the beach as the sun blew out. Playing this guitar by the fire too loud. - Rock Me, One Direction

- Even when the sky is falling down. Even when the earth is crumbling around my feet. - Gotta Get Out, 5 Seconds of Summer



Twelve events that happened the year that I was two years old, 1997.

- January 9 – Yachtsman Tony Bullimore is found alive, 5 days after his boat capsized in the Southern Ocean.

- February 4 - On their way to Lebanon, 2 Israeli troop-transport helicopters collide, killing 73.

- March 26 - In San Diego, California, 39 Heaven's Gate cultists commit mass suicide at their compound.

- April 23 – 42 villagers are killed in the Omaria massacre in Algeria.

- May 27 – The second-deadliest tornado of the 1990s hits in Jarrell, Texas, killing 27 people.

- June 2 – In Denver, Colorado, Timothy McVeigh is convicted on 15 counts of murder and conspiracy for his role in the 1995 Oklahoma City bombing.

- July 15Spree killer Andrew Cunanan shoots fashion designer Gianni Versace to death outside Versace's Miami, Florida residence.

- August 20 – Over 60 are killed, 15 kidnapped in the Souhane massacre in Algeria; .

- September 19 – 53 are killed in the Guelb El-Kebir massacre in Algeria.

October 1Luke Woodham walks into Pearl High School in Pearl, Mississippi, and opens fire, killing 2 girls, after killing his mother earlier that morning.

- November 12Ramzi Yousef is found guilty of masterminding the World Trade Center 1993 bombings.

- December 1 – In the Indian state of Bihar, Ranvir Sena attacked the CPI(ML) Party Unity stronghold Lakshmanpur-Bathe, killing 63 lower caste people.

Food-inspired Writing

My family doesn't really have any traditions when it comes down to food. I guess that is not really our culture, to have the same dishes with every event. Plus, we don't have Thankgiving either.

As far as I am aware, there's only a few 'typical' foods that make me think of something:
- Cake, my mom used to make cake and then my dad and I would eat most of the batter before the cake went in the oven. Now, I am the one that makes the cake with the help of my little sister and we make double the doses. That way we have the batter and an actual cake.


Toko
- Macaroni, something my uncle used to make. Me and my siblings loved it. Everyone did. When he would come over to babysit us or come over to eat with the family, he would make macaroni a lot. I miss it, now when my mom makes it it doesn't taste the same and it makes me sad to think of him.

- Toko, we eat this all the time. It's my favorite. For my siblings birthdays we always have catering from the same place and the entire family plus our friends comes over to eat and celebrate.